I must, I must
*bananas, Chocnut, vanilla ice cream, milk, ice
At first sip, I was like, oh my god! It's Jonah's choco banana peanut shake in Boracay! At the last sip, I felt like an inflated balloon. I need to start riding my bike again and stop these late-night snacks I've been doing with my boyfriend. I quit gym this year and bought a gym bike instead. I used to go to Fitness First just to attend their Cosmic Cycling classes. Sometimes twice a day and five times a week. I started to work out at home when I excitedly bought the bike but then I flew to Japan where everyday was pig out day with my mom. I just want to get back to my old thin self so I can wear whatever I want and stay away from weight whining. No more trying like last time. Because we know that trying is failing with honor. Starting tomorrow I'll be eating boring stuff again but I'm gonna have one cheat day for fun. I won't let go of my experimental cooking that sometimes ends up like a science project that my boyfriend still gorges with a smile.