I saw this in Daikanyama. I'm not sure how long I stared at it. When I'm on the train and my iPod's on shuffle, it keeps giving me songs that paint your face in the air. I'm not sure if I want to smile or cry. So I do both. I was at Womb and for a second I thought I saw you. And I wanted to believe it was you. My heart jumped out of my chest. One second of joy. Then nothing. The music muffled and the scene blurred. I still forget that you're gone. And when I realize that, everything stops. And I can only see flashback scenes in fast-forward motion. Sometimes I talk to you and it makes me feel ok. I make up responses that you'd most likely say. You know how we're so much alike. I visualize even the contortions of your face that goes with a certain reaction (that I make up). I've memorized you. When someone's driving I'm looking for that sound you make with your mouth. I always tease you about that. When I hit rock bottom I want to be able to find you and rest my head on your shoulder because that's the place where you taught me that everything will be just dandy. Where do I look now? Up in the sky where you're always smiling back at me. Like that Janet Jackson song. When I go to sleep tonight, please lend me your shoulder. I just want to feel that everything is going to be ok. I know how you hate mushy stuff. Pagbigyan mo na 'ko. Miss lang kita.
Thank you for always making me feel your presence.
Pag malungkot tayo lagi natin sinasabi: 'lika, iyak tayo.
Digital Love (Daft Punk) - Alphabeat, FrankMusik and Leon Jean-Marie
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long
Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone
Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true